He possessed the strength to overcome this trouble of those four of us, which meant, that with Rui joining the band and with five members as a whole again, it was a new start and a make-over of those feelings. We got the positive feeling that we can continue from there on. With Rui entering the band, we were once more able to look ahead positively. I thought that I can work hard with these four people and that I really wanted to give my best with them together.
Do you know the part of you which resemble each other or which are not alike at all? Manabu [Me and Kazuki are complete opposites in character, I think.
Kazuki is really social and outgoing, while I am completely introverted. However, that also shows in the guitar-play as such. And on a musical basis as much as usual, Kazuki is certainly the one, who has a lot of overlapping opinions, it's really mysterious. From my perspective Kazuki and Rui have very many friends, they are very sociable and close, it seems. He says and takes some of the rice omelets, which Manabu had ordered ] Manabu [Go ahead. It's really good.
Ah, but wait, came I try to guess? Like, how are you looking at it, kinda? Kazuki likes the more grown up type, the beautiful girls with soft curled hair.
And Manabu is into the friend-like, natural kind of girls. Kazuki [For me it was correct. However, I have a rather wide ranging taste, so I like the cute-type as much as the beautiful-type.
But not just from the looks. So when it comes to the type, I'd pass that on to Manabu. Let's not go there! For me the "strike zone" strike as in bowling is pretty wide. It could be anyone from 14 to 40 years. We owe this to all the fans who are always supporting us. Thank you truly to everyone who bought it! Thanks to those who came to Nagoya, Fukuoka and Kanazawa!
SCREW is a band full of happiness that can only be experienced during a one-man show. This is relatively recent but my mother passed away a few years ago. It made me really sad. The truth is that I also used to have such horrible thoughts in the past.
That too is one of the realities I have to face in my life. When I stood on stage, wanting them to see me and finally feel proud of me, my mom who had always been supporting me was no longer here.
This is clear. Therefore, I just wanted to make you think about it a little. Therefore, everyone is very important, and I think I want to be with them until death. But I hope I was able to convey my feelings to you even if only a little.
Log in No account? Create an account. Remember me. If anyone has recorded it or knows someone who did, please let me know. Tags kazuki. Tags byou. Source: ameblo. Tags jin. Birthplace: Tottori. Family: Parents, older sister. Does he smoke: Yes. Ideal woman: An understanding person. Part in band: Lead guitar. Facts: he used to live with Byou for a while, but then moved out and he is now living by himself.
He never wants to change the past because he wants to step forward without looking at the past. He has one nephew. Kazuki said that the secret that Screw has is that they are all idiots Kazuki himself included. Birthday: June. Birthplace: Osaka. Family: Do not know. Part in band: Guitar. Facts: Yuuto used to get so annoyed by Manabu's smoking. He worried a lot. Yuu meant what he was saying. He was worrying his bottom lip as well, both arms propped upon the steering wheel and his gaze directed outside.
It was still pouring, and Kazuki had to help somehow. Was it really out of pity? Kazuki had to frown at hearing that. Yuu and scared? When Yuu turned his head, his expression had changed again.
He was staring once again, and it took mere seconds for his eyes to well up with tears but he willed them not to flow just yet. A tremor had settled in his bottom lip when he averted his face and instead looked down at his hands in his lap.
They were shaking, and so was his voice. I mean it, Kazuki. Our shows, backstage, parties, meetings. You were always there and then… Then you confessed and I knew that if I rejected you, you would turn your back on me.
So I thought, this is fine. I can do this. I was scared and, above all, selfish. At the very back of his mind, Kazuki had already realized what Yuu was saying. The thought alone was torturous enough to cause his tears to fall, dripping down onto his convulsed hands as he clenched his eyes shut. The excruciating pain in his chest was the most physical one he had ever felt and it was constricting his ribcage, up his throat and every inch of his vocal chords.
Maybe if he kept on hiding in the dark behind his eyelids, he could escape? Kazuki sniffed. Until he had finally calmed down enough to at least open his eyes and take a deep breath, Kazuki felt like half an eternity had passed. Yuu shifted slightly beside him, his fingers disappearing from his cheek for a short moment. Kazuki tried his best to push away the urge of grasping them and instead focused on calming his heartbeat back down to somewhat regular, and healthier, levels.
Whatever he had attempted to do to slow his racing heart, it was in vain now. Yuu seemed unfazed. Kazuki blinked but no more tears fell. He licked his lips too; they felt horribly dry but succeeded in curling into a small smile. Yuu had called him beautiful. There was more to this? To them?
This was more than his jumbled heart could take. And Yuu probably knew that but he continued either way. I want to do it right this time around.
But for that I need to take care of myself first. I … want to be my best self for you, you know? Yuu hesitated at this point, seeming like he was unsure of how to phrase his thoughts. Kazuki still found it difficult to speak but he had a feeling he knew what Yuu wanted to say. I really do. Anyone would need time. The breath Yuu let out was one of relief, Kazuki could tell.
What had Yuu expected? That Kazuki was going to blow it all off at the prospect of having to wait a little longer than he already had? No way. If Yuu was willing to give him a second chance, Kazuki would wait however long it took. A chuckle left Kazuki before he could even think of stopping it.
He sat up straight and he was proud that his smile felt genuine this time as he turned towards Yuu, knowing his gaze was fond, and sincere. Yuu smiled at that. Leaning his head back against the seat, he closed his eyes and nodded to himself. Kazuki watched and it was only now that he realized that the rain had stopped. His jaw was still so sharp and stood in such stunning contrast to the elegant curvature of his lips.
And his lashes threw tiny shadows onto his cheekbones once he was opening his eyes again. Kazuki blinked, clearing his throat. Just for yourself. This felt too good to be real. Surely he would have long woken up. Large boulders tumbled off his heart like an avalanche and a wave of relief flooded over him but it took several breaths for his brain to process it.
And despite his eyes beginning to burn again, his lips split into a laugh. Somehow he looked refreshed now, as if he was just as glad as Kazuki that they had finally had this conversation. Kazuki wanted to think he was. And he knew it was early, too early, but the spark of hope lighting up his chest was impossible to suppress. It was feeding off the mere fact that Yuu had at least agreed on giving him another chance.
And it was only when Yuu told him it was getting late and that he should probably head home that Kazuki fully realized this. This was his chance. Yuu came around the car, and he looked way too handsome walking around his sleek car like that and even opening his door. Kazuki climbed out, eagerly sucking in the fresh air. Pulling the jacket tighter over his shoulders, Kazuki took the few steps towards the front of the car, Yuu following right behind him.
He half sat, half leaned against the hood and Kazuki… Kazuki just stood there, shifting his weight from one foot to the other in complete silence while chewing on his lip. Kazuki licked his lips, then swallowed. Clearly by this point, he had long noticed that Kazuki had lost nothing of his ability to blush at the tiniest things.
Kazuki bit at his lip again, holding his breath, but all too soon he had to let it go. Um, thank you. For taking me home and, you know. Yuu simply nodded it off with a crooked smile and, after one last glance, Kazuki managed to turn his back on him. His lungs filled with air as he made his way towards his apartment building, but his thoughts were still running wild inside his head.
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